kait.

I've kind-of gotten into this regimen lately of fasting until around 5 then juicing the rest of the day. I find that I can run faster and longer and I feel like I'm in a state of constant bliss. After trying juice only for 7 days just once, that's all I want anymore. Solid food feels too heavy.

Some bizarre and beautiful things have been going on lately. Last night, I sleepwalked for the first time in my life. I got out of bed, opened my door, walked down the hallway and into the kitchen, and started talking to my roommate about the sound the pots and pans make in the kitchen and how I couldn't tell if it was morning or nighttime. I woke up in the bathroom, walked out and back to the kitchen, and asked her what had happened. She started cracking up laughing. I remember it, but only as if it were a dream.

Had this strange, half-awake dream last night. As I was breathing, I could feel this build up of anticipation, like my body was being filled with air, and I kept thinking to myself "I don't want to change, I don't want to change, uh-oh"-And then I feel this POP like air shooting out from my fingertips eyes and head and these clumps of white dust from the air inside my body. I've been awake for a half hour, and I don't FEEL any different or changed. Maybe it was pseudo-sexual or indicative that my joints are releasing calcified material from the MSM I started taking recently?